i just like this feeling

I guess I'm in attracted to something. something which makes me dying to see it. i miss that something everyday. when i close my eyes that something is always in front of me, smiling like a sunshine. i use to call that thing "Sunshine". it is like, it would brighten my day. whenever i think of it, i would smile like for a minute. i just love this feeling that I'm feeling towards it. no one knows that i like ... except for E and V.