the saddest thing happen today...

guess what y'all... i failed my ethics paper. i hope not to fail a single paper for my LAN. damn... how could it happen? i don.tknow why... i guess i've not having much time to really study. i hope not to fail my DMU exam. OMG. i was thinking of sitting for it this friday, so everything will go smoothly. btw, i'm now like making myself so so busy. i'm scared for exam, not well prepared. and thoroghly yea... not well prepared. im really worried for my case study too.

talking about exams. its everyone's dillema. everyone hates exam. i hate exam as much as anyone does.

LAN exam over!!! yay!!!

my LAN exam is finally over and officially over! hurrayyy.....!!!!! a relieve to me and i can have as good night sleep tonight. hmm, i feel like eating sushi now. in was thinking of going to SHOGUN, japanese buffet restorant in sunway for my sushi treat. or maybe just go to sushi king or genki sushi. talking about exam's over, i've got two more upcoming exam, plus now i'm bothered with my case study... dadadada.... dadadada.... i tried calling up my patient for the case study just now but no answer.. huh, well.... case study abdomen, not finish... case study pelvic, not finish... all not finish lah...

hey ya...

sorry i've not been updating my 'everyday life' series. i was busy, very busy as a bee here because of my upcoming Lan exam. scareed as a cat, i'm now studying my medical code of ethics. bla... bla... bla... ethics, we are governed by ethics despite the jobs that we are at. its a legal issue, you know. i've haven't even started my abdomen, o&g, vascular, paedatrics and small parts study. OMG! not much time left. and right now, you don't know how worried i am... got no much time... yet, i'm still blogging??? hahaha... laughing because i'm speechless about my own situation. anyway, just like to share my experience in church today... i like the sermon today, it's about the"water of life". meaning Jesus is the water of our lives. without him, how are we auppose to be surviving in this sinful world. i like the part where, He was talking to the Samaritan women at the well. (bet u all know the story). the thing is, despite how sinful is she, He still gave her a promise that she will never "thirst" again. meaning, the women will have a hope to hold on to, never "thirst" in a way that she will have God's unconditional love, taking her back to His arm. you know, how sinful are we and we really need that water, the living water. water resembles a lot of things... did you know that in the Bible, it has been mentioned about 396 times about water? yea, water is an essential in out life. just think about how water can provide / is used in our daily life? that is exactly how the living water act.

Lydia, suddenly patted my back as the church service was about to finish. It came to my suprise, why is she suudenly appraoching me?? puzzle.. puzzle.. puzzle.. as the matter of fact, i have nothing to do/correlation to the primary class. then, she was like saying that she's going to move other daughter's class(junior sabbath school) and needed my help to take over her place. and now i'm like comtemplating wether to accept that resposibility or not? do you think that i need to? i can't promise and i don't think that i' ready to make that comitment. how....
if this is what God really wants me to do to server Him, I will....

I would like to thank the Lord for His wonderful blessings that He has provided to me and family and also to my relationships. My life has been blessed all according to His will. and, I pray that He will guide me through my exams, as I'm not actually well preprared. Amen.

When will they know?

“I wandered ’cross deserts
And ’cross the vast plains;
I never heard answered
The question I asked in vain;
When will they know, Lord?
When will it be? When will they
Hear, Lord, ‘Oh Lord, send me’?
“And then I looked ’round me
And heard the vast cry;
Then I felt my tears fall
And said, Lord, it is I;
They’ll never know, Lord,
It never will be. They’ll never
Hear, Lord, ‘Oh Lord, send me.’
“When will they know Jesus,
The man I love?
When will they turn, Lord
From the way they go?
They’ll never know, Lord,
It never will be. They’ll never
Hear, Lord, ‘Oh Lord, send me.’
“And now the Lord sends me
To all of the earth;
To tell all the people
They have great worth;
When will they know, Lord?
When will it be? When will
They hear, Lord, ‘Oh Lord, send me’?
“And then they’ll know Jesus
When I will say,
‘Come, follow Him, People,
He is the way. . . .’ ”*

sunday, MAN U vs. CHELSEA

why... why... why... do i have to go and watch football/soccer match. i don't like it!! it's not my kinda thing you know. its a guy thing. but there some girls who's a maniac about things kinda thing, same goes to the boys out there. nah... who cares... nevertheless, its still getting me no harm to and watch the match, coz i can have my dinner later at the same time. right??? ok, i gotta go now.

ANDY WARHOL???

have you noticed the andy warhol art on my sidebars? i think that's totally cool. i get to found out that he's was an American Artist and a central figure in the movement known as pop art. After a successful career as a commercial illustrator Warhol became famous worldwide for his work as a painter, avant-garde filmmaker, record producer, author, and public figure known for his membership in wildly diverse social circles that included bohemian street people, distinguished intellectuals, Hollywood celebrities and wealthy aristocrats. ~ by wikipedia.

alright, and that's totally cool, again. he's paintings are all vintage. i like vintage ans it is the 'in' now.

freaky friday

damn... there's just so much of work loads to do just before weekend comes. i need to complete 4 reports just now right before lunch because i wasn't intending to attend class. film reviewing is just for the juniors and senior are not necessary to attend it. so, now I'm doing my online shopping. i wanted to revamp my wardrobe since a long time ago, but i haven't got much time to do it. that's why today i must do it. i wanna change my style again... because before this, I'm like addicted to vintage and now I'm more into the British fashion forward kinda thing you know. hehe... and then, by making my closet a lil' bit brand new, it'll make me smile all day looking at all my new clothes. haha... i love that.. oh, and i love to have a big closet like carie bradshaw's one in the movie 'sex and the city'. its really2x nice and that's my dream closet. wow.... how i wish to have a closet like that. a fashionista always can't get enough of clothes... they're fashion addict u know... do i think i'm like that? hope i'm not wasting money. but i'd rather starve, to but clothes... oh, yes for sure!

wicky wednesday

and yeah... today is a public holiday and we all like bodo2x go college for class. menyampah... but, it turned out to be the most understandable class that i've attended so far. i like it because it involves both theoretical and practical learning both at the same time. i like the lecturer because she explains things in such a way that all of us is able to understand and i think whatever that she wants to deliver to us all has been delivered. the class is not boring to me, although she's talking quite a lot, u know. i like the way she treat us all like a mother and she is so 'motherly', if u know what i mean.

i just seem to be bothered by all the case study that i need to finish up before my oral n practical exam. couldn't really focus on my LAN exam. this college is really killing me. not me alone but all of us!!! that's what we all has been complaining all this while.

tuesday, the mazze day...

holla, I'm now actually doing the write up for my upper abdomen case study. waa... its so complicated as i would have imagined the write up turn up to be. damn... luckily, the case that I'm doing is not as complicated as the others. lucky me... I'm kinda bored now... what to do? i was thinking of doing that kek batik again for Enid's birthday gift. it would be a really great idea. it's like something that i made from my own effort using my own hands. hehe... I'm sure she'll like it. she like cakes... hopefully she's not reading my blog now or else she knows what am i about to give tomorrow. hehe...

didi i mentioned that i've just watched "BLACK WATER"? it was a cool Australian movie. i kept on imagine that i was one of them. what if i was being the one attacked by the croc? scary to the max. the movie was based on a true story you know, a novel.

Grace (Diana Glenn), her boyfriend Adam (Andy Rodoreda) and younger sister Lee (Maeve Dermody) are holidaying in Northern Australia when they decide to take a river tour. Drifting into a mangrove swamp, their boat is suddenly capsized and their guide disappears beneath the murky waters. They have been attacked by a crocodile. Adam drags Grace to the safety of a tree whilst Lee clings desperately atop the overturned boat. Stranded in the swamp, with no rescue in sight, the three must work out what to do to survive, while the ravenous crocodile circles below. Watching. Waiting.

Based on a true story, Black Water has a great premise and some effective shocks, but lack of momentum fritters some of the tension away. With its characters stuck up a tree for most of the movie, the narrative is similarly stranded. Part influenced by genre classics like Duel (1971), Jaws (1975) and Alien (1979) (early on Lee mimics the chest-burster scene), the film avoids the pitfalls of the “you are there” school of docu-horror (The Blair Witch Project (1999), Open Water (2005)), but also loses some of its intimacy. The nerve-jangling scares are aided by David Nerlich and Andrew Traucki’s decision to keep their croc a mostly hidden, yet palpable menace. The directors filmed footage of real crocodiles (Traucki was chased by one uncooperative reptile) but it is sparsely used in favour of subtle sound effects, POV shots and ripples of water that set your nerves on edge whenever they appear. Save for one awkward moment when the croc leaps out of the water (Croc looks screen right, then so do the actors), it’s skilfully done thanks to Nerlich’s background in visual effects. Co-director Andrew Traucki also helmed black & white sci-fi pastiche, Rocky Star which aired on BBC2 ten years ago.

Standout moments include a harrowing night when two characters are forced to listen while the crocodile chows down on their friend, and Lee awakening, post croc-attack, to find herself next to the rotting corpse of their riverboat guide. The film’s most nightmarish innovations are the “Death Roll” POV shots where we experience, first-hand what it’s like to be caught in a crocodile’s jaws. Some unintentional humour arises when one character says: “I’ll be right back”. Audiences are likely to groan since we know what’s coming. Given the circumstances it’s hard to judge whether the characters react believably or not. While people react to trauma in different ways, the protagonists waver convincingly between hysteria and a fierce determination to survive. Especially impressive are Diana Glenn and Maeve Dermody as sisters whose bonds are severely tested by the horrors they endure. Dermody keeps us riveted as she skulks toward a final confrontation with the monster. Kudos also for an ending that strikes the right balance between triumph and tragedy.
taken from ~ http://www.thespinningimage.co.uk/cultfilms/displaycultfilm.asp?reviewid=2672

something just came up my mind, saying that i should continue do my write up. hehe... adios!!!

sunday greetings...

remember the kek batik that i was mentioning yesterday? it turn out to be not a kek batik at all. lol. the consistency of the kek is too liquidized and not the way that i expect it to be. sigh... anyway, to day i'll be for movie. watching "ROMULUS M FATHER". it is about a guy named Raimond Gaita (1946 - ) comes of age in Frogmore, Victoria in the early 1960s. His parents are immigrants: his Romanian father farms; his German mother, Christina, estranged from Romulus, is in Melbourne. Romulus is near despair when she takes up with the brother of his best friend, who suggests he send for a new wife from back home. For Rai, poverty, bruises, and the mysterious ways of adults compete with his longing for a stable home and his own incipient puberty. Love and madness lie in the same bed. As an old woman tells Rai, "Sometimes what you reckon and what you get ain't the same thing."

the main actor is eric bana and i always adored his acting. nice movie i suppose... so don't miss a chance to watch it on cinema.

saturday evening

yay!! i've just acomplished my new mission. and that is by making an unbaked cake called "KEK BATIK". lol. i've always wanted to make a cake all this while but i don't have an oven to bake them. so, suddenly when i was browsing through the internet this evening, i read one blog about this girl making this kek batik. then, i was really into making this cake. so, i went to giant and got myself all the ingredients and quickly went home to make it. hmm... can't wait for the cake to be ready to be eaten. it's still in the fridge now. tomorrow will be the best time to eat it. the trick about this cake is that, the longer you chill it, the better it become.

now, i am thinking hard on how to get patient for my case study. can't even get any of them with pathology. ggrrrr....