Saturday, September 27, 2008

hey ya...

sorry i've not been updating my 'everyday life' series. i was busy, very busy as a bee here because of my upcoming Lan exam. scareed as a cat, i'm now studying my medical code of ethics. bla... bla... bla... ethics, we are governed by ethics despite the jobs that we are at. its a legal issue, you know. i've haven't even started my abdomen, o&g, vascular, paedatrics and small parts study. OMG! not much time left. and right now, you don't know how worried i am... got no much time... yet, i'm still blogging??? hahaha... laughing because i'm speechless about my own situation. anyway, just like to share my experience in church today... i like the sermon today, it's about the"water of life". meaning Jesus is the water of our lives. without him, how are we auppose to be surviving in this sinful world. i like the part where, He was talking to the Samaritan women at the well. (bet u all know the story). the thing is, despite how sinful is she, He still gave her a promise that she will never "thirst" again. meaning, the women will have a hope to hold on to, never "thirst" in a way that she will have God's unconditional love, taking her back to His arm. you know, how sinful are we and we really need that water, the living water. water resembles a lot of things... did you know that in the Bible, it has been mentioned about 396 times about water? yea, water is an essential in out life. just think about how water can provide / is used in our daily life? that is exactly how the living water act.

Lydia, suddenly patted my back as the church service was about to finish. It came to my suprise, why is she suudenly appraoching me?? puzzle.. puzzle.. puzzle.. as the matter of fact, i have nothing to do/correlation to the primary class. then, she was like saying that she's going to move other daughter's class(junior sabbath school) and needed my help to take over her place. and now i'm like comtemplating wether to accept that resposibility or not? do you think that i need to? i can't promise and i don't think that i' ready to make that comitment. how....
if this is what God really wants me to do to server Him, I will....

I would like to thank the Lord for His wonderful blessings that He has provided to me and family and also to my relationships. My life has been blessed all according to His will. and, I pray that He will guide me through my exams, as I'm not actually well preprared. Amen.